Veronica ( nixreginam ),

my love, truly one of the best friends I have ever had. I don’t even know where to begin. I’m not gonna talk of your writing much, because you know how much I adore your Elsa and all of our interactions. you know you are my one & only Elsa. you always will be.

when I first started talking to you we got close really fast, which is really scary for me because I don’t like getting attached to people. I’m constantly worried we’ll lose touch or I’ll get too close to them and then lose them. somehow, though, we got close. and I have absolutely no regrets. you have become one of my most trusted friends. I can tell you anything, you’re always there for me, and you can make me smile on my worst days.

I’m so thankful to have you in my life I have literally cried. I’ve never told you before, but I have sat back and cried because I have you and I’m honestly just so thankful for it. things in my life have always seemed to end up on the shitty side. I’m not close with many people, and I’m more often alone than anything else. but you’re there. every single time I message you, whether I’m sick, or fed up, or panicking. you’ve always been there. always. it’s hard to explain how much that means. it really is.

you have talked me down from panic attacks I thought I would die from, you’ve helped me stop crying when my mother yells at me, distracted me when I’m sick, made me laugh, made me smile, and indulged in all my never-ending rants about musical theater. we’ve cried over Gina Beck, Disney movies, and television crime dramas. sigh of true friendship tbh.

I could go on and on and on and on forever. every single conversation, everything you’ve ever done for me. it’s overwhelming sometimes. I know that someday, somehow, we’ll get to hug and snuggle and watch Disney marathons together after a night out on Broadway seeing the latest cast of Phantom, but until then my word vomit is going to have to do. I have an infinite amount of love & respect for you in every single way; as a writer, as person, as a friend.

Veronica you are my best friend. I will forever be grateful to have you in my life.